Yesterday i had a weird dream...aku mimpi aku belajar smoking...hmmm...tak penah2 terpk nak smoking leh lak mimpi smoking...anyway saje2 try tengok maksud mimpi tuh on the net and this is the result...

Smoking

To dream that you are smoking, indicates that you are trying to shield yourself and others against your emotions. You have trouble letting others in.

heheh..i'm trying to shield myself n others againts my emotions...hmmm maybe hahahah...i'm in cofused state of mind right now...i dunno what i'm doing, what i'm supposed to do, where i'm going...it's like i lost my focus on life rite now...oh gosh...i think i'm going crazy over here...i need to get back on track...i need to be myself again...i need help...huhuhu...yup definitely i'm going crazy...it's all happen after the breakup thingy...hmmm it's not like i still hv the feeling for him...it just that when u depend all things and hope on somebody and suddenly it dissappear...then ur life turn upside down...hmmm i need a cure...for myself and my disturbed mind...