can i juz shut my brain for one day...not thingking...not doing a thing....

everything is wrong with me today...wanna shout out loud...wanna sing...wanna cry....

work
i dun feel like working anymore. i dun like it here. the reason not very clear to me actually but i juz feel i dun like to work here. got email diz morning from mr. A asking us to work for every saturday till 17th may.... i dun like to work on saturday. i hate working on saturday. all this while my working hour mon-fri, for 6 years, suddenly working here i have to work on saturday. bloody hell!

him
spend a few hours with him last night. then his boss called him and i asked him not too answer. y? bcoz i dun think its a good thing to give ur boss the privilage to call u in the middle of the night asking abt work! all this while i c him working 24 hrs which is not good for him. but today i didnt heard from him anymore, dunno wat happened. maybe mad at me, maybe dun wanna talk with me anymore or wat eva reason...im not sure...and it makes me restless....

them
got a call juz now. i felt so 'berat hati' to meet up with them tonite. i know wat they gonna say and i dun think i wanna hear it! sangat malas to go!