Im in love with someone i cannot have. Doesnt it sucks?!! I hate this feeling...!!!...seriously i dun wanna diz...but i cant help...now i know how does it feels...huhuhu...T_T

but at the same time...i found someone i thot i like...i juz met him 3 times and doesn't know much abt him....what attract me most abt him is his a gentleman... i kind of like him when he offered me his glass of water when i asked from my friend....since then i cant keep my eyes from looking at him....yeah i know..u guys probably saying im mental coz at first i said im in love with someone else and at the same time i like someone else....

the love i felt for that person is forbidden...u can call it forbidden love...which i should stop the feeling so im searching for the right guy...my mr right hopefully...then i found diz guy who attract me so much with his look and gentlemanly..so hopefully my felling towards dat guy can transfer to diz new guy... and pray for the guy to like me too huhuh...i wish la....

deep down inside me... im nobody.. he won't even notice im around huhuhu.....

its soooooo me to juz kept my feeling hidden inside ~sigh....